Your fate...

Some people...
just do not have the fortune to go through what others go through...
n yet... they just have to go through what nobody else has to...

Such people...
live in a bad way...
have little to live for...
they suffer and can never be recognized... to wander aimlessly...
like dogs chasing cars...

But we live...
because of our stubbornness...
and what keeps us holding on would be our unwillingness to stay down when we fall...

We learn to pick ourselves up...
because we refuse to give in to the unfairness life throws at us...
It's just like what they say...
when the going gets tough, the tough get going...

So... when everyone turns against you...
get up... fight against fate... and go against the world...
go out with a bang...
Time to stop lying down... get up...

Sian...

Haven't blogged in months...
1 month actually...
Just don't have the feeling...
I need some inspiration...
Cloud... I'm almost ready...
Haiz... Now what...

It's coming...

Series...

The 2 movies I can't afford to miss right now...














I was bored...














Hehe...


















Happy 18th birthday Sharon...

A bit late though...

Christine-san's favourite mascot...

Domo-kun...

The brown piece of toast... not the blue snake...

Ming Fei's msn dp

My msn dp

Time and tissue...

Break...

Finally the worst of my troubles are over...

this weekend passed very quickly...

Went for a jog in school last friday... getting ready for climb-run...
we r supposed to run 2 laps around the school... but the problem is that stairs are involved... bertolli brought diana, netti and I around the different stairs in the school... it was leg breaking exercise... feels like dey were breaking in two...



Then i had dinner with them and jessica-chan and kai boon... ^^ wonderful dinner... ichiban sushi...



Oh! and we met jessica! the one on tv! Shes so slim... and so wen rou... shes much better looking in person...



and heres me with a cheque for $18... lin liang could have jus given it to me in cash... reli...

Of memories...

Clash...

Ytd was a really bz day...
had so many appointments i had n couldnt keep... frm 10am- 10pm.

I lugged an extension cord, the kind wif 4 powerpoints to school for F1 roadshow.
unit ops class frm 9.30-11.00.
a university talk frm 11 to 12.
I managed to squeeze some time in after 12 to do sensory evaluation for jie ying... (Promise is promise! I will make it!) then i got scolded after that for being late for the beverage prac frm 12-3 which i had no idea what i was doing thruout...

n all the while frm 11.00-3.00 my pal F1 friends needed me at the booth to help with the roadshow... but i culdnt get to them... my hp batt ran out at 11 o clock... 4got charge omg...

at 3 got another talk... -.-
NYAA talk for MINDS carnival...
I had to skip piano again frm 3-5. (Wah how many times hav i skipped?)
supposedly to last frm 3 - 5, which sumhow dragged to 6...
I had to go for pal's milk concert meeting at 4... i dint...
n i had to c thomas teh at 5... i dint...

The piano gang and 01 gang were playing soccer n i had said i was gonna be there... I had alrdy pang seh too many ppl that day and i wasnt going to let down anymore ppl... then i met christy and shawn who had to meet ms janette for pal's F1... but they told me go soccer instead...

so i joined the guys for soccer till 7... n by the time i was home it was 8... i did not get to eat the whole day... there was no break whatsoever during the entire day...

when i reached home n recharged my phone i kena spam 7msgs, and when i loged in msn msger i kena spam by 9 ppl, n i still had to do the bloody hydrocolloids tut... n i did not get to bathe (dont forget, i played soccer...) until 11+ when i finished it...

To every1 that i could not manage to meet... Im just so sorry, wish i could make it up to u guys... just hope u understand...

forgot claim my extension cord...

Teh Tarik

Create pumpkin rice pie with eunice and belly today...
I felt it taste nice even though it was not very erm... good... as in healthy...
starchy...
mr thomas gladly agreed...
he had a lot to say...
n he gav us rather useful feedback... a lot of feedback...
I appreciate that...

then he started making fun...
he obviously hasnt been thru enough in life to understand how to look thru another's eyes...
or he wouldnt behave the way he did...

so what if i dont know how to tell fresh mushrooms from canned mushrooms?
i AM a food student...
i am not a lecturer...
if i ask a stupid question, i expect u to not answer me with stupid answers...
or u would be no better than me...

n if u would like to say u were just playing around...
pls tell me... not my members...

I will cut my nails...

Attack of the crazy dog...

Heres a little something...


animal cruelty...

she doesn't give up easily...

Breathe...

Im suffering from post-test syndrome... in other words... im depressed...
it was supposed to be an eventful friday...
i had a list of activities lined up but i kinda cancelled dem all...
or they cancelled themselves...
i just spent the whole day slacking at piano room... got to know more people...
hi shuxian... ^^

I had a foot long at subway... n upsize summore...
im wondering if that is normal... even for me...
haiz...

n now that im back home... i had the disturbing urge that i needed to study something...
i havent reli talked to anyone on msn yet... even though i had been missing from the msn world for quite some time... but todays just not the day...

Welcome home fei fei...

There's still much to do... don't take too long...

Stress...

2 down, 3 to go...
common test getting on my nerves...
today was food micro... supposedly 1 of my best subjects...
but it was too difficult... too hard...
im sry ms sze... i cannot make it... wanted to make u proud... T.T
haiz... ms sze getting married soon... wonder if she will invite us go wedding...
my favourite lecturer...

marketing tml... havent started revising yet...
I cant wait for this week to be over...

cuz Friday going some miki mouse restaurant sumwhere...
I saw cloud...
She smiled...

War is here...

Lately...
it justs seems... my friends and i havent had time for eachother...
common test week starting tml...
1 week of havoc...
if i make it past this week... I will hav a lot catching up to do...
spent like 2/3 of the time meant to study, being distracted...

I'm going to kill johnathan... and no1 can stop meh...
giving me year 1 common test time table... -.-

Trouble...

PE

Went for BTT today with bertolli and juan... cheh... it was so easy... we all made it...
going on to practical soon, drive car, but not yet... a lot needs to be sorted out right nao...
common test week is next week and i hardly studied... need more study food... chips...
projects... n the upcoming F1 exhibition and milk concert in nyp... bzbzbz...

Wow piano ensemble's bbq today was reli fun... ^^
got to know many more new friends... got to lose some...
i wasnt all that happy at first... until i got hold of some chocolate... sebastian's house had chocolate fountain... omg... yea the fondue kind...
eat steamboat, play games, sword fighting, jamming... (I jus listened, not reli musically talented... for the moment...) crapping... i'll need photos for this 1 too...
In the end... u are no different frm the rest of dem...
Have to elaborate more later on... again...

You will forever be the best friend that never happened...

Of hellfire and brimstone...

Its been over half a month...
the past month... has been... so...
to meet so many ppl to attend so many events...
to hold to so many appointments... to take so much abuse...
reli takes a strain on the mind...

feels like I've been to hell and back...
all for a reason that noone would understand... right now...
I stopped blogging for this period of time, the very day i joined the pal camp as chairman...
combined with the overwhelming amount of projects, reports, n preparing for tests...
I realise i had flood myself with so much that i had to stop some of my usual daily activities...
yet im so thankful to those that still visit my blog even after being M.I.A. for 20+ days...
the only thing that kept me going was the thought that... if i could take this much... I could take anything...

well... the camp is over now... and i finally hav some room to breathe...
wish i had the pictures... kaiwen better gimme dem soon...
well... I reli enjoyed the camp... got to know so many new ppl... got to live again...
got to fall in love again...
but time is short... i still hav much to do... plus common tests...
jus cant catch a break... i'll jus hav to do the elaborating in photos when i get dem...

You... had to appear in my life...

Oh lucky lucky...

Managed to retrieve some pictures of pitstop...


heh heh...


im the donkey... against all odds managed to win that 1... cheaters!


me n juan...


paradise...


monster...

wun b able to blog much nowadays...
incredibly busy...
having to do so much makes one feel so alive...
yet so dead...

some people just cant catch a break...

Feel, The Gathering...

I've been hanging out a lot lately...
its a bit scary...

Saturday...
project 2 group
we met at macdonalds...
discuss bout our pumpkin presentation...
n the freaky wallpaper that ling ling chose...
vanessa still wont talk to me...

n that night... we had 4e2 gathering...
omg its been so long...
yet, none of them have changed at all... heh...
quite regretful that it was quite a short meet-up...
huili fault...



the army...

on sunday, i went with james to VE... jus a visit to the place... after over half a year... our purpose was to tempt them into recruiting us, jus to c their tactics...
it would seem that it was required for his research... n for my training...
hoping to see some familier faces though...
Jus when we were running out of patience, we ran into bao ling...
1 of the higher ups there...
n it would appear that, they were friends... n in btss...
i nvr knew, even after all that time in there...
i wonder if zax ever knew...

wad followed was... discussion...



E learning
Tuesday... we went to pitstop again...
bertolli, juan, xq, jie ying...
CHEATERS...
they use perverted tactics.
especially in snorkle...
when 2 ppl flip over a same card, they hav to make the other person's animal noise...
sumtimes a croak or a woof or sumthing like dat...
in such a game when u need to think fast, u cant afford to get distracted:
by jie ying's accusing finger
bert's violent gestures
but still the most perverted cheat is xiu qi...
once she turns over a card same with some1 elses, she screams... like something out of a bad movie... she screams like theres no tml, like her life depended on it...
very disturbing, to put it simply...

Went with bert n juan for dinner.
haiz... clark quay brings back memories of melbourne, it reminded us of a scene there...
we took some photos...

(photo should hav been here)

bert was supposed to throw the lot into sharing folder when we got home...
he had to go offline halfway...
the next time i could come online again was today...
n he says his com crashed, so those photos r now gone...
n to top it off, i thought mayb i could hav some of dem at least... but the photos dat he threw into the sharing folder previously were not even the right ones...
so... we had no pics at all...

I wonder how many ppl received dat mass sms...
saying that during a certain time during sum day... dat ppl r to keep away frm their phones or better, off dem... as some radio tower will be giving out some radiation to the phones which will radiate harmful waves to ppl nearby...
it would appear dat bertolli being the sick n twisted guy dat he is... left it on and placed it above his head instead... he received a msg on msn some time later... "R u still alive?"

Oh yea, n there's the 1 about the rainbow in front of ur msn nick... bert being the sick and twisted and bored guy dat he is... added many rainbows to his nick...
Jw's subnick was "off with ur fucking rainbows, i've got thunderstorms..." with a thundercloud in front of his nick...

the right path...

Fridays...

In the past few weeks of my life, I've made more friends than in the past few years have allowed...

Last friday, i went wif xiu qi, jie ying n gang to pitstop cafe... pitstop cafe is like a erm... hangout place... jus like nebo and settlers, if u've heard of any of those...

They were quite a friendly bunch... 1 of dem was rather tomboyish... you xing ge... n 1 of xiu qi's friends had a name similar to mine... jeral or jeryl... pronounced the same way as mine... n shes a girl...

We played some rather... interesting games... like kill doctor lucky, some hand whacking game, taboo, and some game which we had to make weird animal noises... (I hated dat game... cuz xiu qi jus kept targeting me all the way... T.T)
n i learned something called shik er ma bond...



This friday...

fiona is a very good friend... T.T... i can only hope she knows how much i appreciate what she does...

due to circumstances, i had to leave the final 12 trained panelist... i was reli depressed over that... the test was on friday... it happened so dat fiona was going back to her sec sch... visit... crash... n she recommended me to take her place as panelist... omg... im so touched... she shld stopping touching me...



Havoc in the sensory room... please 4giv the poor quality of the video...

seems like friday is make new friends day...

hung out wif bert and gang... yu xuan, sham, guan wei... we went to khatib jus to get ramli burgers...
oo... the stuff u do to get good food... we den went to the arcade where bert n yu xuan found an equation
ramli burger + time crisis 4 = nausea



we went to guan wei's house for psp party... n left at 11...
by the time i reached home i was sleep walking...



this is art... on the mrt...

yawn... it's 3.04am... dats enough blogging for today...

My number of friends has increased again...

Pepperoni...

I've been doing lots of weird things these few days...
well... some time ago... i thought i was going deaf in my right ear...
the truth is... my ear had been blocked wif... sumthing... + a lot earwax...
i've been living wifout my right ear for a month...
n today... all that wax decided to leave the comfort zone of my ear to c the world...
in marketing class...
suddenly it all became loose... n i went to the toilet to clear it...
"I hear again..."

the guys toilet had 3 sinks...
n i was dere clearing my ear happily...
den an indian guy came in... took off his shoes and started washing his feet...
den a lecturer came in brandishing his toothbrush, n started brushing his teeth...
so there we were...
it was a rather awkward moment...

when fiona n i went home tgt ytd... we were arguing how johnathan was gay...
she thinks i believe he is, she believes hes not...
cuz i was always saying dat for fun...
it all started when jon tried teaching me piano...
but i'll leave dat story to another time...
anyways the mrt reached her stop...

so i decided to continue the discussion thru sms...
this was wad i think i said...
"anyway, he still is gay... hes jus like... lying low for the moment... then when he thinks i least expect it... Ah ha! but i will always b rdy... u dun hav to prove that hes not gay to me... cuz i know he is... 4evuh! ok we shall not speak of this evil anymore... but i will tell u when he starts mobilizing his forces of gayness again..."
n...
I sent it to johnathan...

something was wrong wif chocolate today...
she was rather restless and kept attacking stuff...
she even bit me...
n i didnt hav the heart to spank her...
seems like i got no talent in handling animals...
wo mei you tian fen... T_T

I was having discussion with yina n gang yesterday...
we were chatting about shermin n her boyfriend... yina always gets the wrong idea bout me n her... hmm but at least yijun understands the truth...
so we had to convince yina...
I launched into a super dialogue about how shermin's love for her boyfriend was the greatest in the world...
we were all like... "I think her love for her boyfriend is strong... and noble... and incredible... and long-lasting... and strong... and noble... and powerful... and strong..." now whenever we see eachother we dun chat anymore... our vocab became limited to strong n noble... n thats all we say... its rather disturbing, to say the least.

A long time coming...

Oh dear, u look so lost...

Zomg! I has dog...



where did u come from? o.O
black, furry... aww... cute... ^^
any pet lovers have advice on keeping dogs?
cuz I think they can't eat chocolate...
and It's been peeing everywhereeee...
how do u toilet train it?
N what do i feed her?
oh ya... its a female... btw...

I think its so cute... I wan to squeeze it until it dies...
especially when it tries to eat its bone...
n it pounces upon it in slo-mo...
it looks like a baby wolf...
omg... i miss it alrdy... i think i shall go n look at it so i feel the happiness...
I would like to describe its cuteness a bit more but... anymore n i'd sound crazy...

Chocolate...

To the people who visit my blog...

500 visits!
Thk u guys and gurls...
n to all the ppl hu contributed to my tagboard... thks so much too...
I've been rather busy of late...
squeezing li juan's hamster...
but i will do my best to post whenever i can... ^^

of time... u hav little...

I am Ironman!

Erm, beware of spoilers ahead... and lots of ironing...

I went wif jie wei and amous to watch iron man today... i think it was quite a cool movie...
probably would hav watched it on the 1st day of its preview with 03 after we went for din tai feng, but fiona said that the main character wasn't good-looking enough...

I reacted by not looking at her for 4 days...
thursday, friday, sat, today... ...
well, dat was wad i was supposed to do, but there was no sch on these 4 days so it didn't reli matter... o.-

Yea, just in case u dun realise... dats me... I am Ironman!



n jus in case u dun realise y u dint realise that its me... I am Ironman! I am in a suit...

Btw, Ironman isn't iron... ooo... the irony...

Short day...

Bloggers dun usually blog on short days...
1stly, on short days, dere isnt much to blog about...
2ndly, on short days, we dun hav time to blog...
...
so what m i doing here?

I went with eunice n bell bell to peninsular plaza...
bell bell is taking up guitar... ^^
I can alrdy c her future... ^^
we parted after that...
n jus now when she chatted wif me on msn, she had alrdy learnt 3 songs... T_T...
shes so fast...

n just an hr ago i listed down all the homework i had to do...
n realised i wasnt going to get much sleep tonite...
so dats it for today...

work, work...

Dinner with 03

Went to nypal workshop wif the 03 ppl n bertrand today...
there was supposed to be 2 parts to it but we left after the 1st half of the talk...
I was planning to stay thruout, but it was too boring for the rest of dem...
now bertrand says im not his friend... lol...
to think dat fiona n i hang out wif him cuz he "I have no true friends... T_T..."

Todae was my 1st day ever not wearing jeans to sch...

we went to din tai feng for dinner...
n i had this transparent vermicelli-like noodle... actually it Was vermicelli...
n xiao long bao...
sinyee and berrinice and lijuan had this... this... dan dan noodle...
N I wasn't sarcastic when i said it looked special...
dey said dat it was sum peanut sauce thingy... i hope sinyee isn't allergic to peanuts...

03's a fun bunch...

Beach...

I went to east coast park with huilin, dennison, caroli, yeeting, yu xuan, gwen... and a few others...
It was supposed to b a fun gathering and all...
but somehow it dint turn out as well...
n... dey hardly needed a gathering...
they were in the same tp...
they get to c eachother everyday...
yet when we hav gathering, dey still talk bout their tp stuff...
felt like i was wasting time...

I wasn't in nyp for no reason...
it's hard... being here...
in tp, my ex-schoolmates are reli enjoying themselves...
seems like everywhere they go they see familier faces... cuz there are a lot bts students in tp...
must b fun in tp...

when we were choosing our fates a year ago...
I knew my path was going to be a different 1... My sacrifice...
I did it so we won't have to start killing eachother again...

I didn't go this way for nothing...

A summary of random events...

On thursday, mr thomas teh came into our foodingr prac...
looking very serious and stern...
n briefed us on our project 2...
every1 wondered why he was so unlike his usual self...

I said his dog died yesterday, and every1 believed me...
"how u know?"
"he told me jus now when u all bz doing prac, he came n tell me at the back..."
"y would he tell u?"
"mayb when we go australia we made sum friendship..."
"reli meh?"
"realllly..."
"how it die?"
"car crash... it flew 6metres... dats y now he unhappy..."
"aiyo, so sad..."

I dun even know if he owns a dog...

I hope i made it into sensory evaluation...
vanessa told me that ppl scoring 5-8 were chosen...
jon n i missed by 0.2 marks... -.-
dang i reli want to be trained panelist...

I went wif aline and yijun to pastamania...
we finished almst 2 jars of cheese...
then we watched...
"Superhero movie"
even after how i swore i would nvr watch parodies again after meet the spartans...
dragonflyman... wth...

I'm still wondering how i got into piano...
I was just accompanying li juan n fiona to sign up for it...
den somehow dey got me to join too...
I was reluctant at 1st... then dey gave me some reasons which sounded pretty persuasive at that time... o.O
now i get to see my new friends more often... ^^
not that piano is not cool or anything but...
I hav so many other commitments...
hmm...
well... i did say i want to be busy...
seems like it turned out exactly dat way... yey!

busy... busy...

Visit to FHA...

FS0702/03 had a trip to FHA today...
in case u dunno what dat is...
food hotel exhibition...
and for some reason we need formal wear...

It was a real eye opener...
it took up 6 halls of the expo...
we had lesser then 3hrs to roam...

Food everywhere...
the ice cream had many flavours which i had nvr seen b4 in my life...
microscopic prawn dumplings... (I learnt a good way to cheat in project 2... jus make ur food product verrrry small, and suddenly it will seem like it's worth a fortune...)
green tea mooncake...
wine... sake...
WINE ICE CREAM!
Lijuan and gang kept leading us to cheese stalls...
dried tomato? eww...
chicken...
boneless chicken...
meatless chicken...

n i ran into caroli and yeeting there too...
I was rather surprised...
she was much more...
I will nvr forget that face she gave... like... OMGWTFBBQ!
her course is http...
hotel, tourism, terrorism, police...
she said she was there to do "service"...
all i saw her do was eat... XD
n her outfit made her look very man...
quite nice to c her again...

I kept getting lost when we were roaming...
and somehow got sucked into other groups...
03 ppl very friendly... ^^
they always bring me to stalls wif the weirdest foods...
I had a rather enjoyable time... hope i can go to the next 1...

I don't get ur signs...

Blood...

Today's HBI prac was bloody...

out of 2 lab partners...
1 had to be the slaughterer and another, the sacrificial lamb...
being the guy...
I had to fulfill my responsibility as a gentleman and be mutton... lamb chop...
I was pretty yummy i guess...

We were supposed to get some blood from me, drip it on a slide and smear it across...
and after that i was to swab my whichever finger it was wif ethanol... or alcohol...
And i had the tendency to lick the blood on my fingers... along wif the ethanol...

Yu ling failed to do the blood stain twice, so she had to prick me a few times more...
So the end result was that I was too drunk to think about what we were supposed to find out from the experiment...
She was pretty satisified with the outcome, considering how she kept giggling everytime we did the smear wrongly... sadist!

My fingers...

Busy Busy...

Zhua jing shi jian...
Mrs Hoon comes to mind...
n u see wei xian grabbing frantically at the air...
"Lao shi! hen nan!..."

Due to my new resolution to keep up with sch work...
I hardly find the time to do anything else...
Can't even blog as much as I use to...
Haven't even have lunch and now it's back to work...

sry wei xian... cant go celebrate ur birthday...
n there's a funeral I hav to attend to tonight...

work work...

Frenzy...

Obsessive-compulsive disorder...

I suddenly had the urge to hav my possessions cleaned...
i got my maid to wash both pairs of my usual shoes...
hardly considering that i would hav no footwear to go out in the next day...

I'm emptying out my wallet too...
wash wash... days in the old block...

I almost culdnt resist washing my bag too...

I felt strange...
was something wrong wif me...
I hope...
its not coming back...

jus then, i rmbed a term i had come across sum days ago...
Obsessive-compulsive disorder...
most well known for making people wash their hands over and over again until their skin tears...

what i nvr knew that this was the it...
when i wiki-ed it... some stuff came across as strangely familer, and rather... disturbing...

• Specific counting systems — e.g., counting in groups of four, arranging objects in groups of three, grouping objects in odd/even numbered groups, etc.
• One serious symptom which stems from this is "counting" steps — e.g., feeling the necessity to take 12 steps to the car in the morning.
• Fear of acting out on violent or aggressive impulses, or feeling overly responsible for the safety of others.
• A need for both sides of the body to feel even. A person with OCD might walk down a sidewalk and step on a crack with the ball of their left foot, then feel the need to step on another crack with the ball of their right foot. If one hand gets wet, the sufferer may feel very uncomfortable if the other is not. If the sufferer is walking and bumps into something, he/she may hit the object or person back to feel a sense of evenness. These symptoms are also experienced in a reversed manner. Some sufferers would rather things to be uneven, favoring the preferred side of the body.
• Twisting the head on a toy around, then twisting it all the way back exactly in the opposite direction.
• Often, the brain challenges the person to a challenge that you feel you will die if you do not do it correctly.

I think...
I need help...
thats 5/16 of the signs...
the 1 about the toy is what bothers me most...
it gives me these... goosebumps...
I dun like it...

Yet i know y its happening again... its her...

Help...

Club Crawl...

CLUB CRAWL!!!!
I'm in Nyp Pal...
presenters and links...
dun ask me...
i think its a queer name for a cca too.
student union sounds much better...
as in more... "zhen dian"
but im not joining dat 1...
more about that later...

Nyp pal's shirt is red... T_T
I want lijuan's shirt...
black color... quite nice...
red so gay...
yet bertrand said non-comm shirt nicer...

but i feel kinda sad for li juan n...
oh yea i made a new friend todae...^^
i not sure how to spell but if my han yu ping ying not failure den it shld b sin yee...
and not to forget ria n fiona n wee man...

they had to spend like... (11am-5pm)
6hrs standing and opening n closing walkways for ppl...
no break and all they had was biscuit...
erm, not including wee man, he was doing wushu for his club...

bertrand was rather intent on recruiting more ppl into pal...
i feel a bit paiseh cuz i was more interested in hanging around the hall checking out the other booths n chatting wif friends... X)
but i did giv out flyers!!!
i took a whole bunch...
den when i got back i made the mistake of saying "C? jus now i had so many flyers 1... den now i all throw away liao..."
den their faces went all white and i realized mayb i shld hav used more correct english...

shermin n gang came to visit me!! ...
actually they only wanted the free coke zero...
i dint reli like it... the taste was... ... it tasted like cancer!

eunice and gang came too cuz eunice wanted to c alvin...
i tried tagging along, but they werent too tagger friendly...
they had some sort of army formation thing... like they had planned it all beforehand...
if i were to folo any of dem... dey would split up n reform in another corner of the hall...
jus to get rid of me!
what did i ever do?

i saw afandy!! he was huger den ever! after 3 mths, the first line he said to me was...
"Hey brudder! u interested in girl or not?" "yea... cloud..." I saw her today...

SU are a weird bunch... they dunk their birthday boy in the pool. lolol.
But he made sure he took at least another 2 down wif him...

We had dinner... bert, me, n my new friends...
cafe cartel...
im nvr going to eat pork ribs ever again in my life...
it was puke at 1st bite...
i think only ria could finish hers...
three people stomach explode...
...
i imagined that part...

after such a long day... i was exhausted... i could feel the emoing catching up to me...
i dint realize until i was halfway thru the dinner that i had gone quiet...
i did my best to push it till later... it was a long mrt ride home...

mayb in time, i will b able to control my moods better...

maybe in time... u will c me...

First day back...

My first day back to Nyp was... different...
it was probably the 1st time i ever went out with any of my classmates...
N, it was quite a gathering i would say.
we ate at pepper lunch...

Steak...

I almst underdid mine, I nvr had to do my own steak before.
Then i realised that the top looked quite different from the bottom...
(We were supposed to flip it over, so the plate could cook the other side of the meat.)

Guess who made class rep... -.-"

Here we go again...

Well... schs starting tml...
alike every1 else, im glad to be meeting my friends again, but sad that the holidays are over... don't feel like i've played enough...
but i've spent my holidays meaningfully...
and changed in more ways than 1...

Now I think i'm almst rdy to see her again...
almst...

I made it once again...

Back to basics...

I went back to bedok town's speech day.
Invited back to watch choir...^^
(they got new conductor ler... o.O)
and other uninteresting performances.
Truth is... they weren't too bad, but for a person with zero attention span...
ahh.. everything gets boring in a hurry...
I caught up... a bit wif the ppl i hadnt met in so long...
My teachers all look so different now... heh!
Mdm Tan still got good fashion sense...
Ms choo nvr saw me, or mayb she pretended not to...
I wasn't a very desirable student...
N there was Mr Chau...
dun wan c him... -.-

It poured...



Taken from amous hse...

Someone gave me something today...
Mayb somehow, she knew i needed a wallet...
But of all the stuff in that bag,
what reli got to me was the story she drew out of the time she knew me...
it was pages long, i read it halfway, and i couldnt go on...

I've kept it all on my shelf, unable to use any of it...
After all she did, i culdnt even like her...

I'm going to hav a very long night, I'm not waking up till the sun is past zenith...
mayb tml i will be alright again...

I'm sorry... forget me...

Wheres the art?

I'm in a bad mood...

I went n cut my hair wif yu ling and eunice today...
It didn't turn out well...



I can't believe that i gave up this for this...



it's not their fault...
haiz...
not gonna say anything more...
still trying to come to terms with my new hair...

what did i do...

A screech in the night...

Seems i always hav something to blog about after i blog...
in other words, something interesting always happens after my posts...
then i get to blog about it the next day instead...

The time was approximately 3.30am...
I happened to be on the front porch of my house, brooding, looking at the night clouds...
I could hear the car coming from the left, n i could tell sumthing was very wrong becuz of the weird noises it was making.
It sounded like it's brake was failing to grip, or perhaps the car was grinding against the kerb.
After a prolonged screeching of brakes, it crashed right into the bus stop opposite my house and came to rest after spinning a half circle, taking down the fences of 2 houses in the process.
Watching it all happen can be rather heart pounding...
I ran in for a closer look, while dialing for an ambulance... I've nvr called the hospital b4... :O
The entire bus stop had fallen inward onto the car, and there was petrol leaking onto the road.

My handphone's camera kinda suxx0rs in the night light...



There were 2 men in the car.
The 1st man was alrdy out when i got there...
When he asked me if he was alright, all i could say was "u're bleeding...", and tried to get him to sit down...
The 2nd man had it worse, he managed to crawl out by himself, i almost had to pull him out, and he had more blood streaming down his face, the really scary part was that the blood seemed to be coming out from his eyes.
He was able to walk for a bit, then he bent over and laid up, clutching his hip n groaning...
seems like internal bleeding...
All i could do was watch n wait for the ambulance...
Being the understanding person that I m, I did not take any photos of any ppl involved...

The 2 men either lived near the area or were meeting some friends near simpang, bcuz their friends or family came shortly after... there was a woman who went "omg, andrew!"
wait mayb it wasn't andrew... -.-"

And another 1 was saying "Y were u speeding? Y were u speeding?"

and the 1st guy said "I wasn't speeding!"

he looked like he was about to explain, then he just went silent.

The ambulance arrived much faster than i expected, good to know we don't pay taxes for nth...



By then, many ppl had come out of their houses to watch, even some ppl frm simpang had came all the way down... i could even recognize the Spize staff n the prata makers...

the medics laid them on stretchers and brought them off...
...
the 2 injured men that is,
not the prata men...

In all the excitement I had forgotten what footwear was, n there was glass everywhere... ow!

I wonder if their ok...
I brought the new paper at 7-eleven today, hoping to get an update...
but i found no crash...
so here's my first person perspective of the crash...
If u want to know more about what happened to them, buy the new paper tml i guess...



I took this today, theres almst nth left of the bus stop.

How do i get off at my stop now?

A case of lag Tv...

After ytd's post, i went to simpang and ran into Rj n gang.
Choo wang almst rammed me over with his bike...

"U dun ram ppl wif bikes! U ram cats wif bikes!" to tenderize them...

They were there to catch liverpool vs arsenal.
I dun usually watch soccer, but i figured once wouldn't hurt...

Simpang is a stretch of shophouses.
It justs happens that there r prata shops at both ends of that stretch.
N they hav tvs there, so ppl usually go there for prata n soccer.
N the dumbest thing ever was that...
One shop's tv was faster then the other's...

so, for the ppl on the slower side, they would hear the cheers of goal even b4 it happens...
then when it does happen, they would still jump up n go crazy as if they didnt know it was going to happen... -.-"

Ooo... the irony...

Some rain...

Today was rainy...
wet floor...
frictionless slippers...

reminds me of kenneth break-dancing...

I barely made it to john's hse for mahjong...


It's the pool of incest... TGAHH!

hmm...
im feeling hungry again...
i'll b making my way to simpang in a bit...

yea... some rain...

Of Rabbids and Porings...

Whew... It's been a long day...

Finally, some time for myself...
I just came back from Simpang with Rj n gang...
Prata... argh... too much...

N i showed them what Amous was so obsessed with lately...


RavingRabbids!

Obviously, the one on the left is a rabbid, and the one on the right is what a rabbid looks like when it's raving...
It makes a sound like: TGAHH!

Amous was horrified when i told him i had alrdy completed the game.
Credits to sxn who helped me hijack it.
Yes, the sxn is rather computer-savvy...
now u know y it's endangered...

And if u've been reading my Chatbox,
you would hav seen something like this...
In the aftermath of the capture of sxn...
7 Apr 08, 02:54
jornie: i want some specimens of poring's fur on ur next hunt matey

Well, this is what a poring looks like...



N only some ppl in this world know that,
Amous is a poring in disguise...

Post: Poring Fur
Coming soon...

7 Apr 08, 21:38 RavingPanda: PORING HAVE NO HAIR ITS JELLY MADE XP

A day in the life of an sxn...

The sxn is a shy creature. It is good at masking it's prescence and trails, especially in it's own habitat.
The chances of finding one in burger king... This is a rare find indeed.
It is a herbivore, prefering to live off soya bean milk for protein than real meat. But in times of crisis and desperation(drought, famine, loss of atm card...), it adapts... slightly... and eats highly manufactured meat...
While it munches happily on it's hersheys pie, we shall capture it... and then we will let it go. Just as Steve Irwin does, to preserve endangered species.

What a beast!

My New Dawn...

My new beginning...

lets save my real beginning for another time...

A little about myself,
Due to events that have happened...
I wasn't a very outgoing person...
n the thought of blogging was beyond...
beyond...
I did not have many friends...
and at certain points of my life, i did not have any...

This blog exists now bcuz i'm going to live again...
bcuz of someone who changed my life...
someone really important to me... her name was cloud...

Getting back into life doesn't sound half-bad...
And i would appreciate help along the way...
Hmm...
New friends sounds like a good way to start... ^^

My beginning was no fairytale...

In the not-so-beginning...

How the hell do i start?
...