Dinner with 03

Went to nypal workshop wif the 03 ppl n bertrand today...
there was supposed to be 2 parts to it but we left after the 1st half of the talk...
I was planning to stay thruout, but it was too boring for the rest of dem...
now bertrand says im not his friend... lol...
to think dat fiona n i hang out wif him cuz he "I have no true friends... T_T..."

Todae was my 1st day ever not wearing jeans to sch...

we went to din tai feng for dinner...
n i had this transparent vermicelli-like noodle... actually it Was vermicelli...
n xiao long bao...
sinyee and berrinice and lijuan had this... this... dan dan noodle...
N I wasn't sarcastic when i said it looked special...
dey said dat it was sum peanut sauce thingy... i hope sinyee isn't allergic to peanuts...

03's a fun bunch...

Beach...

I went to east coast park with huilin, dennison, caroli, yeeting, yu xuan, gwen... and a few others...
It was supposed to b a fun gathering and all...
but somehow it dint turn out as well...
n... dey hardly needed a gathering...
they were in the same tp...
they get to c eachother everyday...
yet when we hav gathering, dey still talk bout their tp stuff...
felt like i was wasting time...

I wasn't in nyp for no reason...
it's hard... being here...
in tp, my ex-schoolmates are reli enjoying themselves...
seems like everywhere they go they see familier faces... cuz there are a lot bts students in tp...
must b fun in tp...

when we were choosing our fates a year ago...
I knew my path was going to be a different 1... My sacrifice...
I did it so we won't have to start killing eachother again...

I didn't go this way for nothing...

A summary of random events...

On thursday, mr thomas teh came into our foodingr prac...
looking very serious and stern...
n briefed us on our project 2...
every1 wondered why he was so unlike his usual self...

I said his dog died yesterday, and every1 believed me...
"how u know?"
"he told me jus now when u all bz doing prac, he came n tell me at the back..."
"y would he tell u?"
"mayb when we go australia we made sum friendship..."
"reli meh?"
"realllly..."
"how it die?"
"car crash... it flew 6metres... dats y now he unhappy..."
"aiyo, so sad..."

I dun even know if he owns a dog...

I hope i made it into sensory evaluation...
vanessa told me that ppl scoring 5-8 were chosen...
jon n i missed by 0.2 marks... -.-
dang i reli want to be trained panelist...

I went wif aline and yijun to pastamania...
we finished almst 2 jars of cheese...
then we watched...
"Superhero movie"
even after how i swore i would nvr watch parodies again after meet the spartans...
dragonflyman... wth...

I'm still wondering how i got into piano...
I was just accompanying li juan n fiona to sign up for it...
den somehow dey got me to join too...
I was reluctant at 1st... then dey gave me some reasons which sounded pretty persuasive at that time... o.O
now i get to see my new friends more often... ^^
not that piano is not cool or anything but...
I hav so many other commitments...
hmm...
well... i did say i want to be busy...
seems like it turned out exactly dat way... yey!

busy... busy...

Visit to FHA...

FS0702/03 had a trip to FHA today...
in case u dunno what dat is...
food hotel exhibition...
and for some reason we need formal wear...

It was a real eye opener...
it took up 6 halls of the expo...
we had lesser then 3hrs to roam...

Food everywhere...
the ice cream had many flavours which i had nvr seen b4 in my life...
microscopic prawn dumplings... (I learnt a good way to cheat in project 2... jus make ur food product verrrry small, and suddenly it will seem like it's worth a fortune...)
green tea mooncake...
wine... sake...
WINE ICE CREAM!
Lijuan and gang kept leading us to cheese stalls...
dried tomato? eww...
chicken...
boneless chicken...
meatless chicken...

n i ran into caroli and yeeting there too...
I was rather surprised...
she was much more...
I will nvr forget that face she gave... like... OMGWTFBBQ!
her course is http...
hotel, tourism, terrorism, police...
she said she was there to do "service"...
all i saw her do was eat... XD
n her outfit made her look very man...
quite nice to c her again...

I kept getting lost when we were roaming...
and somehow got sucked into other groups...
03 ppl very friendly... ^^
they always bring me to stalls wif the weirdest foods...
I had a rather enjoyable time... hope i can go to the next 1...

I don't get ur signs...

Blood...

Today's HBI prac was bloody...

out of 2 lab partners...
1 had to be the slaughterer and another, the sacrificial lamb...
being the guy...
I had to fulfill my responsibility as a gentleman and be mutton... lamb chop...
I was pretty yummy i guess...

We were supposed to get some blood from me, drip it on a slide and smear it across...
and after that i was to swab my whichever finger it was wif ethanol... or alcohol...
And i had the tendency to lick the blood on my fingers... along wif the ethanol...

Yu ling failed to do the blood stain twice, so she had to prick me a few times more...
So the end result was that I was too drunk to think about what we were supposed to find out from the experiment...
She was pretty satisified with the outcome, considering how she kept giggling everytime we did the smear wrongly... sadist!

My fingers...

Busy Busy...

Zhua jing shi jian...
Mrs Hoon comes to mind...
n u see wei xian grabbing frantically at the air...
"Lao shi! hen nan!..."

Due to my new resolution to keep up with sch work...
I hardly find the time to do anything else...
Can't even blog as much as I use to...
Haven't even have lunch and now it's back to work...

sry wei xian... cant go celebrate ur birthday...
n there's a funeral I hav to attend to tonight...

work work...

Frenzy...

Obsessive-compulsive disorder...

I suddenly had the urge to hav my possessions cleaned...
i got my maid to wash both pairs of my usual shoes...
hardly considering that i would hav no footwear to go out in the next day...

I'm emptying out my wallet too...
wash wash... days in the old block...

I almost culdnt resist washing my bag too...

I felt strange...
was something wrong wif me...
I hope...
its not coming back...

jus then, i rmbed a term i had come across sum days ago...
Obsessive-compulsive disorder...
most well known for making people wash their hands over and over again until their skin tears...

what i nvr knew that this was the it...
when i wiki-ed it... some stuff came across as strangely familer, and rather... disturbing...

• Specific counting systems — e.g., counting in groups of four, arranging objects in groups of three, grouping objects in odd/even numbered groups, etc.
• One serious symptom which stems from this is "counting" steps — e.g., feeling the necessity to take 12 steps to the car in the morning.
• Fear of acting out on violent or aggressive impulses, or feeling overly responsible for the safety of others.
• A need for both sides of the body to feel even. A person with OCD might walk down a sidewalk and step on a crack with the ball of their left foot, then feel the need to step on another crack with the ball of their right foot. If one hand gets wet, the sufferer may feel very uncomfortable if the other is not. If the sufferer is walking and bumps into something, he/she may hit the object or person back to feel a sense of evenness. These symptoms are also experienced in a reversed manner. Some sufferers would rather things to be uneven, favoring the preferred side of the body.
• Twisting the head on a toy around, then twisting it all the way back exactly in the opposite direction.
• Often, the brain challenges the person to a challenge that you feel you will die if you do not do it correctly.

I think...
I need help...
thats 5/16 of the signs...
the 1 about the toy is what bothers me most...
it gives me these... goosebumps...
I dun like it...

Yet i know y its happening again... its her...

Help...

Club Crawl...

CLUB CRAWL!!!!
I'm in Nyp Pal...
presenters and links...
dun ask me...
i think its a queer name for a cca too.
student union sounds much better...
as in more... "zhen dian"
but im not joining dat 1...
more about that later...

Nyp pal's shirt is red... T_T
I want lijuan's shirt...
black color... quite nice...
red so gay...
yet bertrand said non-comm shirt nicer...

but i feel kinda sad for li juan n...
oh yea i made a new friend todae...^^
i not sure how to spell but if my han yu ping ying not failure den it shld b sin yee...
and not to forget ria n fiona n wee man...

they had to spend like... (11am-5pm)
6hrs standing and opening n closing walkways for ppl...
no break and all they had was biscuit...
erm, not including wee man, he was doing wushu for his club...

bertrand was rather intent on recruiting more ppl into pal...
i feel a bit paiseh cuz i was more interested in hanging around the hall checking out the other booths n chatting wif friends... X)
but i did giv out flyers!!!
i took a whole bunch...
den when i got back i made the mistake of saying "C? jus now i had so many flyers 1... den now i all throw away liao..."
den their faces went all white and i realized mayb i shld hav used more correct english...

shermin n gang came to visit me!! ...
actually they only wanted the free coke zero...
i dint reli like it... the taste was... ... it tasted like cancer!

eunice and gang came too cuz eunice wanted to c alvin...
i tried tagging along, but they werent too tagger friendly...
they had some sort of army formation thing... like they had planned it all beforehand...
if i were to folo any of dem... dey would split up n reform in another corner of the hall...
jus to get rid of me!
what did i ever do?

i saw afandy!! he was huger den ever! after 3 mths, the first line he said to me was...
"Hey brudder! u interested in girl or not?" "yea... cloud..." I saw her today...

SU are a weird bunch... they dunk their birthday boy in the pool. lolol.
But he made sure he took at least another 2 down wif him...

We had dinner... bert, me, n my new friends...
cafe cartel...
im nvr going to eat pork ribs ever again in my life...
it was puke at 1st bite...
i think only ria could finish hers...
three people stomach explode...
...
i imagined that part...

after such a long day... i was exhausted... i could feel the emoing catching up to me...
i dint realize until i was halfway thru the dinner that i had gone quiet...
i did my best to push it till later... it was a long mrt ride home...

mayb in time, i will b able to control my moods better...

maybe in time... u will c me...

First day back...

My first day back to Nyp was... different...
it was probably the 1st time i ever went out with any of my classmates...
N, it was quite a gathering i would say.
we ate at pepper lunch...

Steak...

I almst underdid mine, I nvr had to do my own steak before.
Then i realised that the top looked quite different from the bottom...
(We were supposed to flip it over, so the plate could cook the other side of the meat.)

Guess who made class rep... -.-"

Here we go again...

Well... schs starting tml...
alike every1 else, im glad to be meeting my friends again, but sad that the holidays are over... don't feel like i've played enough...
but i've spent my holidays meaningfully...
and changed in more ways than 1...

Now I think i'm almst rdy to see her again...
almst...

I made it once again...

Back to basics...

I went back to bedok town's speech day.
Invited back to watch choir...^^
(they got new conductor ler... o.O)
and other uninteresting performances.
Truth is... they weren't too bad, but for a person with zero attention span...
ahh.. everything gets boring in a hurry...
I caught up... a bit wif the ppl i hadnt met in so long...
My teachers all look so different now... heh!
Mdm Tan still got good fashion sense...
Ms choo nvr saw me, or mayb she pretended not to...
I wasn't a very desirable student...
N there was Mr Chau...
dun wan c him... -.-

It poured...



Taken from amous hse...

Someone gave me something today...
Mayb somehow, she knew i needed a wallet...
But of all the stuff in that bag,
what reli got to me was the story she drew out of the time she knew me...
it was pages long, i read it halfway, and i couldnt go on...

I've kept it all on my shelf, unable to use any of it...
After all she did, i culdnt even like her...

I'm going to hav a very long night, I'm not waking up till the sun is past zenith...
mayb tml i will be alright again...

I'm sorry... forget me...

Wheres the art?

I'm in a bad mood...

I went n cut my hair wif yu ling and eunice today...
It didn't turn out well...



I can't believe that i gave up this for this...



it's not their fault...
haiz...
not gonna say anything more...
still trying to come to terms with my new hair...

what did i do...

A screech in the night...

Seems i always hav something to blog about after i blog...
in other words, something interesting always happens after my posts...
then i get to blog about it the next day instead...

The time was approximately 3.30am...
I happened to be on the front porch of my house, brooding, looking at the night clouds...
I could hear the car coming from the left, n i could tell sumthing was very wrong becuz of the weird noises it was making.
It sounded like it's brake was failing to grip, or perhaps the car was grinding against the kerb.
After a prolonged screeching of brakes, it crashed right into the bus stop opposite my house and came to rest after spinning a half circle, taking down the fences of 2 houses in the process.
Watching it all happen can be rather heart pounding...
I ran in for a closer look, while dialing for an ambulance... I've nvr called the hospital b4... :O
The entire bus stop had fallen inward onto the car, and there was petrol leaking onto the road.

My handphone's camera kinda suxx0rs in the night light...



There were 2 men in the car.
The 1st man was alrdy out when i got there...
When he asked me if he was alright, all i could say was "u're bleeding...", and tried to get him to sit down...
The 2nd man had it worse, he managed to crawl out by himself, i almost had to pull him out, and he had more blood streaming down his face, the really scary part was that the blood seemed to be coming out from his eyes.
He was able to walk for a bit, then he bent over and laid up, clutching his hip n groaning...
seems like internal bleeding...
All i could do was watch n wait for the ambulance...
Being the understanding person that I m, I did not take any photos of any ppl involved...

The 2 men either lived near the area or were meeting some friends near simpang, bcuz their friends or family came shortly after... there was a woman who went "omg, andrew!"
wait mayb it wasn't andrew... -.-"

And another 1 was saying "Y were u speeding? Y were u speeding?"

and the 1st guy said "I wasn't speeding!"

he looked like he was about to explain, then he just went silent.

The ambulance arrived much faster than i expected, good to know we don't pay taxes for nth...



By then, many ppl had come out of their houses to watch, even some ppl frm simpang had came all the way down... i could even recognize the Spize staff n the prata makers...

the medics laid them on stretchers and brought them off...
...
the 2 injured men that is,
not the prata men...

In all the excitement I had forgotten what footwear was, n there was glass everywhere... ow!

I wonder if their ok...
I brought the new paper at 7-eleven today, hoping to get an update...
but i found no crash...
so here's my first person perspective of the crash...
If u want to know more about what happened to them, buy the new paper tml i guess...



I took this today, theres almst nth left of the bus stop.

How do i get off at my stop now?

A case of lag Tv...

After ytd's post, i went to simpang and ran into Rj n gang.
Choo wang almst rammed me over with his bike...

"U dun ram ppl wif bikes! U ram cats wif bikes!" to tenderize them...

They were there to catch liverpool vs arsenal.
I dun usually watch soccer, but i figured once wouldn't hurt...

Simpang is a stretch of shophouses.
It justs happens that there r prata shops at both ends of that stretch.
N they hav tvs there, so ppl usually go there for prata n soccer.
N the dumbest thing ever was that...
One shop's tv was faster then the other's...

so, for the ppl on the slower side, they would hear the cheers of goal even b4 it happens...
then when it does happen, they would still jump up n go crazy as if they didnt know it was going to happen... -.-"

Ooo... the irony...

Some rain...

Today was rainy...
wet floor...
frictionless slippers...

reminds me of kenneth break-dancing...

I barely made it to john's hse for mahjong...


It's the pool of incest... TGAHH!

hmm...
im feeling hungry again...
i'll b making my way to simpang in a bit...

yea... some rain...

Of Rabbids and Porings...

Whew... It's been a long day...

Finally, some time for myself...
I just came back from Simpang with Rj n gang...
Prata... argh... too much...

N i showed them what Amous was so obsessed with lately...


RavingRabbids!

Obviously, the one on the left is a rabbid, and the one on the right is what a rabbid looks like when it's raving...
It makes a sound like: TGAHH!

Amous was horrified when i told him i had alrdy completed the game.
Credits to sxn who helped me hijack it.
Yes, the sxn is rather computer-savvy...
now u know y it's endangered...

And if u've been reading my Chatbox,
you would hav seen something like this...
In the aftermath of the capture of sxn...
7 Apr 08, 02:54
jornie: i want some specimens of poring's fur on ur next hunt matey

Well, this is what a poring looks like...



N only some ppl in this world know that,
Amous is a poring in disguise...

Post: Poring Fur
Coming soon...

7 Apr 08, 21:38 RavingPanda: PORING HAVE NO HAIR ITS JELLY MADE XP

A day in the life of an sxn...

The sxn is a shy creature. It is good at masking it's prescence and trails, especially in it's own habitat.
The chances of finding one in burger king... This is a rare find indeed.
It is a herbivore, prefering to live off soya bean milk for protein than real meat. But in times of crisis and desperation(drought, famine, loss of atm card...), it adapts... slightly... and eats highly manufactured meat...
While it munches happily on it's hersheys pie, we shall capture it... and then we will let it go. Just as Steve Irwin does, to preserve endangered species.

What a beast!

My New Dawn...

My new beginning...

lets save my real beginning for another time...

A little about myself,
Due to events that have happened...
I wasn't a very outgoing person...
n the thought of blogging was beyond...
beyond...
I did not have many friends...
and at certain points of my life, i did not have any...

This blog exists now bcuz i'm going to live again...
bcuz of someone who changed my life...
someone really important to me... her name was cloud...

Getting back into life doesn't sound half-bad...
And i would appreciate help along the way...
Hmm...
New friends sounds like a good way to start... ^^

My beginning was no fairytale...

In the not-so-beginning...

How the hell do i start?
...