Dinner with 03

Went to nypal workshop wif the 03 ppl n bertrand today...
there was supposed to be 2 parts to it but we left after the 1st half of the talk...
I was planning to stay thruout, but it was too boring for the rest of dem...
now bertrand says im not his friend... lol...
to think dat fiona n i hang out wif him cuz he "I have no true friends... T_T..."

Todae was my 1st day ever not wearing jeans to sch...

we went to din tai feng for dinner...
n i had this transparent vermicelli-like noodle... actually it Was vermicelli...
n xiao long bao...
sinyee and berrinice and lijuan had this... this... dan dan noodle...
N I wasn't sarcastic when i said it looked special...
dey said dat it was sum peanut sauce thingy... i hope sinyee isn't allergic to peanuts...

03's a fun bunch...

Beach...

I went to east coast park with huilin, dennison, caroli, yeeting, yu xuan, gwen... and a few others...
It was supposed to b a fun gathering and all...
but somehow it dint turn out as well...
n... dey hardly needed a gathering...
they were in the same tp...
they get to c eachother everyday...
yet when we hav gathering, dey still talk bout their tp stuff...
felt like i was wasting time...

I wasn't in nyp for no reason...
it's hard... being here...
in tp, my ex-schoolmates are reli enjoying themselves...
seems like everywhere they go they see familier faces... cuz there are a lot bts students in tp...
must b fun in tp...

when we were choosing our fates a year ago...
I knew my path was going to be a different 1... My sacrifice...
I did it so we won't have to start killing eachother again...

I didn't go this way for nothing...

A summary of random events...

On thursday, mr thomas teh came into our foodingr prac...
looking very serious and stern...
n briefed us on our project 2...
every1 wondered why he was so unlike his usual self...

I said his dog died yesterday, and every1 believed me...
"how u know?"
"he told me jus now when u all bz doing prac, he came n tell me at the back..."
"y would he tell u?"
"mayb when we go australia we made sum friendship..."
"reli meh?"
"realllly..."
"how it die?"
"car crash... it flew 6metres... dats y now he unhappy..."
"aiyo, so sad..."

I dun even know if he owns a dog...

I hope i made it into sensory evaluation...
vanessa told me that ppl scoring 5-8 were chosen...
jon n i missed by 0.2 marks... -.-
dang i reli want to be trained panelist...

I went wif aline and yijun to pastamania...
we finished almst 2 jars of cheese...
then we watched...
"Superhero movie"
even after how i swore i would nvr watch parodies again after meet the spartans...
dragonflyman... wth...

I'm still wondering how i got into piano...
I was just accompanying li juan n fiona to sign up for it...
den somehow dey got me to join too...
I was reluctant at 1st... then dey gave me some reasons which sounded pretty persuasive at that time... o.O
now i get to see my new friends more often... ^^
not that piano is not cool or anything but...
I hav so many other commitments...
hmm...
well... i did say i want to be busy...
seems like it turned out exactly dat way... yey!

busy... busy...

Visit to FHA...

FS0702/03 had a trip to FHA today...
in case u dunno what dat is...
food hotel exhibition...
and for some reason we need formal wear...

It was a real eye opener...
it took up 6 halls of the expo...
we had lesser then 3hrs to roam...

Food everywhere...
the ice cream had many flavours which i had nvr seen b4 in my life...
microscopic prawn dumplings... (I learnt a good way to cheat in project 2... jus make ur food product verrrry small, and suddenly it will seem like it's worth a fortune...)
green tea mooncake...
wine... sake...
WINE ICE CREAM!
Lijuan and gang kept leading us to cheese stalls...
dried tomato? eww...
chicken...
boneless chicken...
meatless chicken...

n i ran into caroli and yeeting there too...
I was rather surprised...
she was much more...
I will nvr forget that face she gave... like... OMGWTFBBQ!
her course is http...
hotel, tourism, terrorism, police...
she said she was there to do "service"...
all i saw her do was eat... XD
n her outfit made her look very man...
quite nice to c her again...

I kept getting lost when we were roaming...
and somehow got sucked into other groups...
03 ppl very friendly... ^^
they always bring me to stalls wif the weirdest foods...
I had a rather enjoyable time... hope i can go to the next 1...

I don't get ur signs...

Blood...

Today's HBI prac was bloody...

out of 2 lab partners...
1 had to be the slaughterer and another, the sacrificial lamb...
being the guy...
I had to fulfill my responsibility as a gentleman and be mutton... lamb chop...
I was pretty yummy i guess...

We were supposed to get some blood from me, drip it on a slide and smear it across...
and after that i was to swab my whichever finger it was wif ethanol... or alcohol...
And i had the tendency to lick the blood on my fingers... along wif the ethanol...

Yu ling failed to do the blood stain twice, so she had to prick me a few times more...
So the end result was that I was too drunk to think about what we were supposed to find out from the experiment...
She was pretty satisified with the outcome, considering how she kept giggling everytime we did the smear wrongly... sadist!

My fingers...

Busy Busy...

Zhua jing shi jian...
Mrs Hoon comes to mind...
n u see wei xian grabbing frantically at the air...
"Lao shi! hen nan!..."

Due to my new resolution to keep up with sch work...
I hardly find the time to do anything else...
Can't even blog as much as I use to...
Haven't even have lunch and now it's back to work...

sry wei xian... cant go celebrate ur birthday...
n there's a funeral I hav to attend to tonight...

work work...

Frenzy...

Obsessive-compulsive disorder...

I suddenly had the urge to hav my possessions cleaned...
i got my maid to wash both pairs of my usual shoes...
hardly considering that i would hav no footwear to go out in the next day...

I'm emptying out my wallet too...
wash wash... days in the old block...

I almost culdnt resist washing my bag too...

I felt strange...
was something wrong wif me...
I hope...
its not coming back...

jus then, i rmbed a term i had come across sum days ago...
Obsessive-compulsive disorder...
most well known for making people wash their hands over and over again until their skin tears...

what i nvr knew that this was the it...
when i wiki-ed it... some stuff came across as strangely familer, and rather... disturbing...

• Specific counting systems — e.g., counting in groups of four, arranging objects in groups of three, grouping objects in odd/even numbered groups, etc.
• One serious symptom which stems from this is "counting" steps — e.g., feeling the necessity to take 12 steps to the car in the morning.
• Fear of acting out on violent or aggressive impulses, or feeling overly responsible for the safety of others.
• A need for both sides of the body to feel even. A person with OCD might walk down a sidewalk and step on a crack with the ball of their left foot, then feel the need to step on another crack with the ball of their right foot. If one hand gets wet, the sufferer may feel very uncomfortable if the other is not. If the sufferer is walking and bumps into something, he/she may hit the object or person back to feel a sense of evenness. These symptoms are also experienced in a reversed manner. Some sufferers would rather things to be uneven, favoring the preferred side of the body.
• Twisting the head on a toy around, then twisting it all the way back exactly in the opposite direction.
• Often, the brain challenges the person to a challenge that you feel you will die if you do not do it correctly.

I think...
I need help...
thats 5/16 of the signs...
the 1 about the toy is what bothers me most...
it gives me these... goosebumps...
I dun like it...

Yet i know y its happening again... its her...

Help...